hi Love ɞ
this is our little secret room..
If you miss me, whenever you want,
you can come here and type or add something.
I will read it.
I will also update what I'm doing
and what I'm thinking about....
hope this is ok with you.
Hope you're doing ok,
and you feel better.
I Love You ɞ
Hi... I've been so busy outside with the gardening and other stuff. I'm so tired lol
I saw that there's gonna be a
Pokemon happy meal from the 14 of may lol
you should get it for your kids... :p
hi beautiful
i like our little secret room ᰔ
i miss you so much....
i hope you're taking care of yourself.
i'm thinking about you every second of the day.
i love you with all my heart ᰔ
mwah ﾒ૦ﾒ૦
hi gorgeous
i'm glad you've been able to keep busy and i hope all the vitamin d is making you feel better.
i have a pretty bad cold and have been feeling like crap...i guess it's better now than when i'm in china.
thanks for letting me know about the pokemon happy meals! i'll try and get them!
i'm always thinking about you...
i love you ᰔᰔᰔ
hey.. hope your cold is going away and you feel better...
I'm pretty sure I had a manic episode yesterday,
From early morning to like 5 am the next day
I did so much cleaning and working,
I cleaned my whole room, threw away
so much stuff, started painting my door...
I couldn't sit still for a second.
idk what that was about.
Today my brother came to pick up his bike
and I overheard my mom telling him
he could come back. You can't even imagine
how my mood instantly changed from
relaxed to pure rage and disgust.
I told my mom horrible things and said
to let me know when he would come back,
I'd pack my things and just leave. I'm not
taking Bea.
She's been sending him money and he went
on little vacations with his girl. And then when
the money will be gone he will probably come
back home.
I was starting to feel home, I did so much stuff
in my bedroom and felt so much better.
Now it feels like all that I've done has no point.
Just the thought of him coming back makes
me want to cry. My mom is gonna resent me
for what I've said too and she will probably not
even mind me going. Oh well... I'm always so
stupid and naive when I think things are
getting better. Sorry for the rant.
I needed to put this somewhere, before
I bang my head into a wall.
Hope you're doing better and taking care
of yourself.
hi my love...ᰔᰔᰔ
this is a photo of baby lock lol. i thought this might cheer you up for just a sec.
i feel like absolute shit. this cold is kicking my ass and today was so insanely stressful at work. i hope i start feeling better soon.
my love...i'm so sorry to hear this. i don't understand why/how your mum keeps making the same mistakes over and over again and never learning. i really really really hope your brother doesn't come back to your house. please don't lose hope. talk to your mum when you're both calm and remind her how horrible it was when he was staying there. i keep hoping she will eventually see reason and make the right choices. i don't think that you are stupid or naive. you have every right to want and expect for things to get better. if you're stupid, then i must be too, coz i think the same way. please stay strong. i'm proud of all that you accomplished yesterday and i don't think you should lose hope. things will eventually get better and i will do whatever i can to help make that happen. i'm here if you need anything at all my love. you also don't need to apologise. you can always vent to me. in the meantime, please keep doing what you're doing. stay busy and take care of yourself...and come back to me.
i miss you so freaking much!...i think about you all the time love. you are and will forever be my happy place. i love you so much. please keep taking care of yourself. i'm so proud of you! ᰔᰔᰔ
Omg, you're so cute!!! Look at that slav squat lol
thank you for showing me, it did cheer me up.
I'm sorry your cold got worse. Why do you always feel sick?? It's not normal...
I'm not feeling the best either phisically, today I slept
all day... I hope I'll get some energy again soon so
I can keep being productive, but I'm so demotivated.
I miss you too.
slav squat?! HAHAHAHA
thank you...you're cute! i'm glad it cheered you up a bit.
it's ok love. i'm getting sick all the time lately, but it's coz i'm not taking care of myself and i'm working long hours and i'm stressed all the time. once these projects finish i'm going to try and get better at looking after myself.
i'm sorry you're not feeling well. my poor baby. i wish i could hold you and take care of you. i miss you so much. i just want to hug you. i'm sorry your so demotivated. i hope you can sleep really well tonight and get back in the zone tomorrow. just remember i'm here for you love. hope you feel better soon.
I LOVE YOU <3
hi love ᰔ
i miss you soooooo much...
i hope you're ok and you're taking care of yourself. it's 10pm and i just got home...i just finished a 3 night project where i've been in the office 12-14 hours per day. i'm so exhausted.
i miss you soooooo much...
i think about you all the time. i miss your beautiful face, your beautiful voice, talking to you, spending time with you...i just want to hug you and hold you...
i'm going to get a haircut tomorrow, but don't worry, i'm not cutting the top :)
i miss you soooooo much...
throwback to one of the best and most memorable days of my life ------------------------>
i wish i could just teleport back to this day with you. one of the most beautiful places with the most beautiful woman in the world ᰔ
i love you...
hi love...
hope you're ok.
i had such a shit day at work today...
i miss you so much.
i'm thinking about you.
love you.
have you tried clair obsur? hope you like it...
hi.....hope you're doing better.
My period is kicking my butt and I'm suffering lol.
I watched Atonement and got so mad at the ending...lol
ngl I thought of us the
whole time....
Are you ready for your work trip?
Miss you.
look its us lol
hi gorgeous! i'm doing ok thanks.
i'm so sorry you're suffering. stupid period.
i would punch your period in the face if i could.
atonement was a good movie. sorry the ending made you mad. *hug*
i think about us a lot when watching things. i pretend it's us.
i haven't even begun to think about my work trip...i need to get started soon.
love and miss you beautiful <3
LOL...this is so us!
my baby...
26 May
hi love...hope you're doing well today. i miss you so much.
today was an ok day. i took the boys hiking. the weather was shit though and it kept raining on and off.
i'm thinking about you all the time. hoping that you're feeling better and wishing i could just hangout with you and cuddle.
hope things aren't too stressful at home.
take care of yourself my love.
miss you and love you so much.
mwah
Hey. I'm ok. Things are meh. I'm kinda numb
to all of it at this point. Just wanna sleep
all day and forget about everything.
I haven't really taken care of myself much....
sorry
Miss and love you too...
27 may
i'm so sorry my love...
i wish you weren't feeling this way.
i'm here for you love. please let me know if there's anything i can do to help.
please try your best to take care of yourself.
i love you...
i see you got nightreign. hope you enjoy it.
maybe one day we can play together?....
you never click on the images/gifs?...
try doing it (in non edit mode)
yeah...
29 may
i love this photo so much! i miss holding your hand...
i hope you're doing better love. i've just been busy spending time with the boys since they're off school. we went for a hike yesterday and i took them to a fun fair.
i sound like a broken record, but i think about you every second of the day and i miss you so much. i'm trying my best to be patient and give you space, but it's hard and i'm still so confused about what's going on really. i'm hoping we'll eventually talk about it. i'm leaving for china tomorrow and it's going to be tough not talking to you. i also really wish you were coming to hong kong with me....ngl....i guess all i can hope for is that you start taking care of yourself and making the most of this time apart.
as always, please remember i'm here for you....always
i love you so much...
do you still love me?...
29 may
OMG....
i didn't realise i could click on them. sorry love!
i've clicked on them now and i love that playlist so much. rain and cigarettes after sex...what's not to love! i saw the other one with pistol. i'll be sure to check from now on.
thanks love <3